Yeah, I know. Trust me, it's no easier on this end.

I'm not even really sure what I'm trying to ask. Getting married has never worked for me, in any life. Even when I try to, something always happens first. I'm not Odin and never will be. I don't know if he'll come back or not, or what your thoughts and plans are there. I don't want to rush or force any decisions.

But I love you. I love my kids. I just want a happy future for everyone.