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[shiningone.insanejournal.com]

Spam blocker, my ass Not entirely sure I should be posting on a message board that an email with the aura of a Hitchcock film surrounding it sent me to, but I'm kind of afraid of what will happen if I don't. wouldn't be the first What is this all about?

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[blackdestroyer.insanejournal.com]

Y'all don't give a fuck about this bullshit, do you?

[shiningone.insanejournal.com]

Not today. Just trying to retain what's left of my sanity.

Maybe next week.

[blackdestroyer.insanejournal.com]

Yeah, know how that goes, shug. Was doing ok, getting in a good place, on good meds. Didn't need no damn crazy train of religious bullshit or whatever fucking it up for me.

[shiningone.insanejournal.com]

Whereas I'm on meds but not really getting to that place. All of whatever this is really isn't helping.

[blackdestroyer.insanejournal.com]

Took me years to get to that place. Thought the same thing you did about this place. But turning your back on it don't help for shit. I tried it. Didn't work.

[shiningone.insanejournal.com]

So, do you remember stuff? Or did it get shoved down your throat, too? this can't be real

[blackdestroyer.insanejournal.com]

Fuck, I couldn't tell you what I did or didn't know before I got here. Too fucking many hallucinations and voices in my head to tell the difference between what was real and what wasn't. But I'm getting things sorted out. Still feels like a mindfuck on a lot of days, but the more time I spent as the real old me, the more sense things start making.

[shiningone.insanejournal.com]

I'm so tired right now, I think I have been hallucinating. The dreams I do have when I sleep are just fucked up and really don't make any sense. Glad that they're making sense for one of us, though.

[blackdestroyer.insanejournal.com]

Only sometimes, babycakes. Just gotta take it one step at a time. Y'all's head'll clear up, shug. Trust the doc.