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[shiningone.insanejournal.com]

Spam blocker, my ass Not entirely sure I should be posting on a message board that an email with the aura of a Hitchcock film surrounding it sent me to, but I'm kind of afraid of what will happen if I don't. wouldn't be the first What is this all about?

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[shiningone.insanejournal.com]

Don't look at me like that.

I'm ... really not. But thanks for asking.

[roseredheart.insanejournal.com]

Sorry. Just admiring. I'm happily taken. And very pregnant.

What's wrong? Besides just being overwhelmed, I mean.

[shiningone.insanejournal.com]

Well, keep it that way.

EverythingNothing you should concern yourself with.

[roseredheart.insanejournal.com]

You sound like Achilles Andreas. He'll wake up in the middle of the night, cold sweat and everything, and try to tell me nothing's wrong...

[shiningone.insanejournal.com]

It's a guy thing. But there is a difference between 'nothing' and 'nothing you should concern yourself with'. Considering that I don't know you, the latter applies here. Sorry. Thanks for asking, though.

[roseredheart.insanejournal.com]

No, it isn't a guy thing. It's a battle thing. Has nothing to do with gender. I can tell you this: That echo chamber inside your head, where everything keeps repeating over and over, and while you keep reliving the nightmare you keep asking what you could have done differently--what you should have done differently... It just keeps getting louder and more awful until you let it out and let something different in.

You're far from the only one here with scars and demons.

[shiningone.insanejournal.com]

And maybe those echos and demons will finally silence someday. even if I have to do it.

[roseredheart.insanejournal.com]

They never completely go away. But they are quieter with someone there who can understand. The hardest part is not blaming yourself.