Maybe, but why? I don't know if I can go back to being that person he uses and tosses aside again. Not if it means having the potential to get a beating like that again. I'm sorry, Chelsea. I am, but I don't know if I can do that again.
Something had a hold of him. I promise you I felt something strange in the air the day you left. It was gone when he came home last night. I can't explain it.
There isn't anything I can do about it. I have my suspicions but no one would listen to me. Just do me a favor. If you feel that again, run. I don't care what he says or does, just run. And call me.
You would lose him more assuredly if he did something to you under that influence, he was put in jail and you in foster care. Run. Call me. We'll figure something out. Promise me, girl!
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[Chelsea]
Date: 2011-09-18 09:20 pm (UTC)[Chelsea]
Date: 2011-09-19 12:10 am (UTC)He hasn't spoken since...like he's shut down.
[Chelsea]
Date: 2011-09-19 12:14 am (UTC)[Chelsea]
Date: 2011-09-19 12:31 am (UTC)[Chelsea]
Date: 2011-09-19 12:41 am (UTC)[Chelsea]
Date: 2011-09-19 01:01 am (UTC)[Chelsea]
Date: 2011-09-19 01:07 am (UTC)[Chelsea]
Date: 2011-09-19 01:27 am (UTC)[Chelsea]
Date: 2011-09-19 01:29 am (UTC)HADES! YOU FUCK!Odd.[Chelsea]
Date: 2011-09-19 01:45 am (UTC)[Chelsea]
Date: 2011-09-19 01:47 am (UTC)[Chelsea]
Date: 2011-09-19 01:56 am (UTC)[Chelsea]
Date: 2011-09-19 01:58 am (UTC)[Chelsea]
Date: 2011-09-19 02:02 am (UTC)I'm sorry...for what he did.
[Chelsea]
Date: 2011-09-19 02:10 am (UTC)[Chelsea]
Date: 2011-09-19 02:16 am (UTC)He wants you. Or he'd have just kicked you out.
[Chelsea]
Date: 2011-09-19 02:20 am (UTC)[Chelsea]
Date: 2011-09-19 02:23 am (UTC)[Chelsea]
Date: 2011-09-19 02:25 am (UTC)[Chelsea]
Date: 2011-09-19 02:44 am (UTC)Okay. I just...
[Chelsea]
Date: 2011-09-19 02:51 am (UTC)[Chelsea]
Date: 2011-09-19 05:54 am (UTC)[Chelsea]
Date: 2011-09-19 05:58 am (UTC)I don't know, Chelsea. I can barely think for myself right now.
[Chelsea]
Date: 2011-09-19 06:24 am (UTC)